I am going to suggest to you that when you're ready to drop everything, whoever you are, and you're ready to hear the depth of you, you will pass through the darkness. Some call it the dark night of the soul.
But you will pass through the darkness of the manner, the ideas, the energies which you believed made you you. It's dark not in terms of good bad, right wrong or evil, it is dark simply because who would you be without particular concepts, images, patterns, that actually you put up daily to relate to?
So we pass through darkness where our old life can abruptly end. We didn't realise we called for it, in realising more truthfully who we are and what we really belong to.
So then just like in the matrix the old energies just begin to collapse, the old images that you have about yourself, have about others and have about life.
Most of us battle these because we experience our subconscious. We didn't even know we had trauma in our nervous system, maybe of being in the womb, maybe from when we have young children or when sexuality first started to move. We had no idea what energies were building in our nervous system and our sub-consciousness.
And when we are called to some greater depth, and often we don't realise that we are being called, we are called to finally tune in to something more than a linear timeframe, more than a habit , a pattern of generation to generation. Somehow we have got hold of That that does not pass away and it is what we first deeply are.
Then all those old levels of relationship in our self become no longer available. We might claw to get hold of them and wonder what's going on or we might tune in to a finer a possibility, I'm suggesting at the door of our heart. We have actually entered a deeper realm of our being-ness. It has an entirely different movement, does not move in a linear manner.
So we may pass through quite a collapse of an old life. We're not taught this in our schools, in our societies. We're certainly not taught who we are, that we are infinite and eternal, the one we seek. And that there are realms of wonder and beauty made of the stuff of what we originally are, conscious light itself. So a few of us here, like this one, have had a collapse of old life, old habits and yet there's a butterfly coming out from all of this.
From ‘Kiss The Frog’ Online Call 200607