The Big Bang

The Big Bang

' Without memory, could anything ever happen to a somebody? Without memory, would there be a somebody or is memory the inventor of somebody? If there was no memory, wouldn't it all simply be Source, Pure-being?

Was there an event called the big bang or is the big bang an attempt to describe how I arrived from nowhere into this somewhere and create it all? Once again, is the big bang just an attempt to describe the speed of which I-Awareness becomes conscious of myself through creating everything all in the same singularity called 'now'?

Would I be so interested in the world as it is or would the world be as it is?.. take a look around the world please.. all manner of wars and lots of things going on. Would there be such things happening if there was no memory, just being?

So, the big bang then, I would say to you through realising it as myself but then I'm not speaking about him, I'm speaking about I, the big bang then, is it literally The Deep in a single movement appearing as Creation and its Source and it is I who am listening to these words now?

But it's memory that creates the image, that creates the falsehood, that I am born and apparently, I will die because change, (which is inherent in Creation), change is the movement of consciousness realising itself, appearing as stars and planets moving disappearing and being re-created. I am that movement in realising my Self and it is now!

So, without memory would I be affected by something such as trauma or is what we're calling trauma literally a movement of The Deep introducing itself into Creation.. change of frequency, change of appearance, change of conditions.. "oh I've grown". Humans take so long to grow, don't they?

Those forces that are awakening, the beingness that is awakening is no different from those forces apparently on the planet that seem to be holding back the awakening. You can't have awakening without something to awaken for. You can't have a being awakening unless something is mirroring, you're not awakening.. you can't have it.

The Universe has opposites to a polarity that brings one back to singularity. Light is not awakening to overthrow the dark forces. The dark forces or the apparent negative, always it goes side by side by the apparent positive to awaken the whole to itself. You can't know a rock is hard if you don't know something that's smooth.

Just awaken, that's all. See the opportunity that the One That Truly Is, is never not here and everything is as it should be for Itself to awaken to Itself. Did the big bang happen or am I that singularity appearing here and now?

Am I beginning to comprehend the speed in which I move and travel and re-invent myself with every breath or am I still using memory? I re-invent myself with every single breath because I love it! Hello God! God hello! I love it! I love how I can re-invent myself but I re-invent myself from the power of what I originally am.

So, am I the big bang?.. and is there any event, if there is no one to experience an event, did an event happen? But in being are there any events or just movements of the profound? Begin to see the difference.

If one needs an event to waken one up to the event-horizon of wakening then it will happen. But when you no longer need an event to know What You Are, you are realising yourself. '

B Prior

Fully Living and Fully Dying

Fully Living and Fully Dying

The appearance of my daily life is literally about living fully and dying fully in this apparent movement of night and day.

Is there a growth of an individual or is there an evolution of the whole, for I am the whole?

Also, amongst this, does the body shine through my surrender of identification?

It shines because it's really a habit trying to control the program,

so the body itself begins to glow from What I am and I become at peace,

and I become alive simply because content is dissolving

through my fully living and dying in this day and night movement.

I'm beginning to comprehend there is no need of memory as an identification,

no need to have death rituals because I'm living this ritual of fully alive,

fully dying, fully alive and realising I Am Infinite.

This death thing, do we hinder our own lives?

This is looking to see if we're individuals or not,

or do we hinder life on the planet

through this belief of identification and

needing memory to know what we are,

when what we are in memory is not What We Are?

And memory being the film of separate sense experience covering the light of our original nature.

But our original nature cannot be covered,

It must be realised in the endlessness of

Fully Alive,

Fully Dead,

Fully Alive. - B Prior

From Global Sunday Satsang

'To Live fully you must Die First"

16th February

The Shape of The Divine is Free of Image

The Shape of the

Divine is Free of Image

When we realise that if we're really interested in consciousness, and what we truly are, we have to come upon our relationships with others, including ourselves.

Am I relating through an image and not directly as consciousness itself?

You close your eyes and you are zooming in. Really, you're zooming into consciousness.

What does that mean?

It means:

The space in which all appears is consciousness.

Consciousness is the space that makes it possible for all to appear.

Consciousness has nothing to do with the image you have of yourself!

The space-time identity you have of yourself, “I like this, I don't like that. I had a great time last week, but 10 years ago the same space was terrible”, that's images of yourself.

Consciousness is the space in which all appears.

That's got nothing to do with the relationship of the image of myself with another image of someone who has an image of their self.

Two images cannot relate profoundly, deeply, meaningfully.

Two images can only relate as pain, suffering, and limitation.

If we really get this and you're interested in consciousness, then when there's pain and suffering, it means one is relating through the image of oneself. That's what it means.

Because the images are energies imprinted in the body-mind that can only move and relate to a self-image.

And when another is not responding to the self-image you have of yourself, there's frustration, there's pain, there's suffering, there's a split.

So, when you relate to the space of consciousness, images dissolve.

But you must relate to the spaciousness, which is consciousness. There's no one that is consciousness.

Bernie Prior isn't consciousness, that's an image.

But the one who sees and knows the one who is a seer and knower is consciousness in any of us.

Zoom out further and consciousness becomes maybe a person.

Zoom out even more and consciousness becomes the universe.

Zoom in, zoom out, look in, look out, you begin to realise What You Are, this bright space for all that's possible to appear. Don't you think that's quite wonderful?

But if you zoom in, the space in which that is appearing in, is free of image.

That's literally Self-Realisation.

So, sensation then, takes either this shape of self-image or the shape of the Divine, the space in which all occurs.

From Sunday Satsang

'Alchemy Image and Relationship'

2/3

Likeness of Source

The Likeness of Source

You are consciousness.

I am consciousness.

Can we see each other?

How deep are we willing to see each other as the same one?

That actually determines one's experience because consciousness is a glue that through the transmission of the energy from its light, gathers particles equal to the unseen and forms them in a vibrational field called 'experience of now.'

So you and I and all of us are the appearance of a particle field, created and formed in a vibration to form the

Likeness of Source

itself so it can know itself.

Ultimately, that's the truth.

A real life, if there is such a thing, a good life,

a wondrous life, is not free of challenges.

The challenge is to simply recognise the constancy which one is, by recognising what you're not. What is an image?

So I'm saying, the surrender to knowing what is an image, a pattern, is by far the way in which one goes deeper and has a different kind of life not bound by the usual and the known, while the rest of the world suffers because they're bound by the usual and the known.

Those that love the discovery of essential nature,

unbind themselves to the known and the usual by ending this tiny idea of being familiar.

Familiarity is the curse of this moment.

I'm telling you right now in this life,

right now throughout the world, familiarity is a curse.

Be very, very clear.

Familiarity will not take you to realise what you are and what the other is.

It's just the ego holding on tight because the cosmos is moving this planet and all other planets into another place.

So, there's going to be a lot going on.

Realise what you are and what you're not and you will no longer be familiar.

And to no longer be familiar, you must surrender to knowing the fact that you know familiarity is not your true nature.

But profound relationships, whether with oneself or with apparent others in the universe comes through non-familiarity because, in truth, there's not one single moment that's not new!

From Sunday Satsang

'Familiarity is a Curse'

9th March

The Fire of Fana - Annihilation

The Fire of Fana – Annihilation

There is Nothing but the activity of Consciousness

and the fact that

I am Knowing

with my eyes open or closed

I'm just Knowing Knowing

not things

not others

not myself

Just knowing.

It is, as it were evidence that I am Conscious,

or Consciousness Itself.

I might begin to perceive

Whoever I am

is coming to a point where

I must free mind from the known idea I'm a somebody.

Otherwise the natural activity of Consciousness Itself

with its multi-dimensional appearances

becomes extremely painful

possibly even fearful and unbearable.

If you and I look into Sufism

This would be called Fana.

Which means Annihilation.

Annihilation of space-time position,

Annihilation of location and formed identity.

If anyone is going through it

that is what's happening.

You must have a love of what can be called God, Truth,

or the Profoundative from which one comes from, and still is that.

One can only ever truly commune with Source and its activity in this

Nanosecond, this Nanosecond.

Where the mind has no possibility of

filming, recording, planning, debating, conniving, memorizing.

This nanosecond is the only moment of

Pure Consciousness and its activity in multi dimensional ways and frequencies,

appearing as the Cosmos and appearing as all beings that are its Play.

It's incredible Play It's wonderful Play

It's a dedication. It's not just attunement,it is, Fana, it is Annihilation

It is realization that I don't exist in a location.

I am that that all apparent locations appear in.

I am speaking of the comprehension that I am I

No matter where I am, I am I.

I am the consciousness from which all appearances is immediate, spacious, timeless.

And it's this spacious immediacy that is the activity of consciousness itself.

From Sunday Satsang 23rd March

‘Freedom from the Known’

Nature is the Activity of Your Natural State

Nature

is the activity of Your

Natural State.

Is it not true that I am the only constant, even in deep dreamless sleep?

Do I investigate this deeply enough?

Do I have a practice, where rather than being confounded

with the mind's idea of

my location as opposed to others location,

my activity as opposed to others activity. It could be said that I realise

that what I've attributed belongs to me as a location,

is literally the dynamic force of love that I am.

Within, if there is such a thing as Within

Without, if there is such a thing as Without

Within, What I Am

enters All That I Am,

All that I am, frequency after frequency,

Levels of Power and Wonder As A Being and I begin to see that the

Power As A Being Realised within funnels

through this porthole of location into sense perception.

And in a flash, and it's literally a flash,

it appears that suddenly I have a location.

Poets have written about this, where they become one with the trees and the meadows.

When this opens in ones perception, it’s just simply the truth that Nature, is not a location,

Nature is the activity of your Natural State, In Appearance appearing

as the stars,

the planets, on Earth ,

as all the elements,

moved as Living Beings,

such as animals, trees, plants, skies, even clouds.

From Sunday Satsang March 23rd ‘Freedom from the Known’